REHEARSED
Verse 1
An hour on the highway, burning gasoline
A one-way street, you never drove to me
I'd tell myself it didn't really matter
Just another promise I could let go shatter
You’d make your little joke about the other guys
"How cute you think you're special" in your eyes
The static built until the line went dead
Did you mean a single word you said?
Chorus
You didn't wait for my yes
You wrote the ending in a text
Some rehearsed and perfect final word
The only answer that you wanted heard
You hit send and called it finished, called it done
You pulled the trigger on a loaded gun
I wasn't lost because I didn't want you then
You lost me 'cause you couldn't count to ten
Verse 2
Remember your last birthday in that room?
Unwrapping hidden notes to break the gloom
I hid them all around your empty space
Just to see a real smile on your face
You kept on whispering, "I don't deserve this"
I kept on saying, "Yes, you do," and stole a kiss
For one whole day, you let the armor fall
But I'm the only one who saw it, after all
Chorus
You didn't wait for my yes
You wrote the ending in a text
Some rehearsed and perfect final word
The only answer that you wanted heard
You hit send and called it finished, called it done
You pulled the trigger on a loaded gun
I wasn't lost because I didn't want you then
You lost me 'cause you couldn't count to ten
Bridge
Four days. That's all my notice was supposed to be
While I was on a website, booking seats for three
You, me, and your best friend, that ghost in every room
I thought that maybe sunlight could clear out all the doom
I booked a racing track, I heard you when you dreamed
My brain just needed time to catch up with your scheme
To process you were finally asking for the real thing
Not to second-guess the certainty I’d bring
Final Chorus
You didn't wait for my yes
You wrote your ending in a text
That rehearsed and hollow little lie
The only version where you had to say goodbye
You hit send and called it finished, called it done
The race was over 'fore it had begun
I wasn't lost because I didn't want you then
You lost me 'cause you couldn't wait, and you can't have me again
Yeah the answer was yes
God, the answer was always yes.